14. THE POWER OF NAAM

14.24 Carrot

This morning I never heard my alarm at all and got up two hours late. I was just too sleepy! Amrit vela was almost over, but I decided i had to give it a try.

It was very tough fighting sleep and my mind kept makeing journeys to the bed. It made many nice plans.  I was so late that after an hour of fighting sleep and dreams, I stopped to do prakash.  I actually then went to my room, but looking at the bed, I had to go back to baba ji's room and finish my simran. Then I left again, and planned to listen to banis on tape and sleep, but seeing the bed sent be back down to read nitnem.

The thing was no matter how tired I was, I kept thinking of naam.net. I wanted to run to the e-mail, but I couldn't, not if I didn't do simran, and not if I didn't read paath.  So my beloved naam.net sakhi jis, you were the carrot that kept this donkey going this morning!

 


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